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20 Years Later, Healing My Son’s Journey In My Screaming Womb...

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"When I was carrying my son,
I was having an ugly time.
Every night I would smell a different woman on my husband.,
Mingled with the stench of stale whiskey, and seedy cigarettes.
I was alone in a strange country.
An estate where he was king, mafia don, satrap,
With a hundred and one sycophants,
Drinking, whoring, planning on taking this one’s land,
and yet, also, ever so rakish, charming...
bringing me the most outrageous gifts...
One day he brought a Lemur...
Another time it was a feather headdress of the local tribe...
Exquisite and greatly prized...

"I felt like a queen, and smeared in shit...

"I would have fled back to my home in India, but...
My mom, the brilliant one was forever on speaking assignments...
And besides she was charmed by my husband, loved him more than I did...

"So, no...

"And did I forget to mention that he belonged to a ruling family,
Of that country {I shall leave it nameless}, and so...
Royalty, diplomats, ministers, bureaucrats would visit,
All so pleased their proud nation’s proud family had a child...
A son...

"How could any conceive that I should have even the hint of unhappiness?
I had it all... Wealth... Estates... Power...
One day I had been unhappy with a cook...
2 days later he returned, chastened...
I later learned he had been whipped with sliced bamboo...

‘If the whores should sleep with the husband, I should be grateful...’
The women in the family reassured me...
‘Assistance, really in dealing with the chore of man-pleasing...’

"So, unreasonably, I was unhappy... And desperately resented,
was in two minds, about my beautiful child growing in me...

"I think it affected my elder son.
I know it did.

"Besides growing up in that world of power, privilege and unstable hierarchy...
The dream wouldn’t last...
Rebels ripped through its gut...
My husband died of his whoring...
And I was left with vast wealth,
And a band of hanger’s on that thought I would be easy pickings...

"I learnt hard, I learnt quick...
I taught them... never mess with an Indian Woman...
Especially riled up...

Freeing My Son, Healing The Past.

"Anyway, one day as I was using my son as an axe in the war...
{The family estate had become a war... which I won...}
I realised that...
I had carried him, feeding him blood of disgust and resentment,
Taught him to be, my battle axe...

"And so I began to free him,
Took him off the chess game of control for money,
Sent him abroad to study, far from the suck and yank of big wealth...

"But I realised that his very bones were stained with pain... my pain...
Family pain...
And so I began to heal...
{Yes, I have learnt from Tarun & Celia}...
Day, after day, week, after week,
My clothes would be damp with sweat...
Then one day, months after...
I felt this lightning explosion...
actually saw the lightning symbol,
and I knew it was done...

"My son had been healed, the past had been healed...

"In Tarun & Celia’s Article Cosmic Nowness and Living Beyond The Limits of Time, they speak of the ability to change the very nature of time. Yes, I know, it can be done.

"In this article I have not revealed my name, or my husband’s family name...
But every word I speak is true.
You may say it reads like a thriller.  A cheap thriller.
But the reality was worse. And the divine more beautiful.

The Lightning of God and a Brighter Future.

"I sometimes wonder what the healing actually did.
I know, it was wondrous to me, in one moment an entire lifetime of hate, hurt, pain had been erased.

"So I asked Tarun & Celia to look at what had actually happened with my son.
What had the healing done?

Life Saver: "The first was that, left unchanged my son would have crashed his car and killed himself at 34... He crashed his car at 34ish but no real damage done... {Incidentally Tarun & Celia did not know he had crashed his car...}

The Psychic HEART CHANGER: "The second was his heart has changed... the very pace of his heart will react differently to stress and danger... Remember the kind of things I had to do to survive was ugly... And my son at 14 had to do ugly things... For example, he was once in charge of 3 of my loyal assistants they had held a witness giving a false statement down and... oh you don’t want to know the rest... Unchanged he could have become like his dad, rather than his own self... Today he has a normal job, a lovely wife, 2 great kids... If anything his wife thinks he is a pussy cat. She has no idea, he was a maybe toughie in a country where Tough is Life...

Soul Connect Shift:"Third was that the lightning symbol, a key symbol in modern Reiki, a valued symbol for Runelords and Warlocks... is not just destructive... In fact the ancient European Shamans saw in it a symbol of wholeness... It touched him so in his late 40’s early 50’s his soul-connection will intensify...

"And so yes, The Present can gather up The Past in loving arms... and change it... The resented child is like a whisper in a dark night... But it has been replaced by a loved child... A much-wanted child...

Divine Justice: "As a parting gift, Tarun & Celia offer this, in the last 20 years that my rakish husband died, he has been reborn thrice and died horribly thrice... My first reaction was a twisted Smile... Divine Justice exists... But at another level the twist is pain, for my husband was charming, showed me parts of me, that middle-class me would never have known... and also I am grateful for my two glorious sons... who will have hopefully boring but good lives... The Lightning of God Willing!..."

-- Ankita JP, name and details changed to protect the identity of the Healer.

 

 

Gathering The Many Truths…

The Past is not done...
We can heal Yesterday... And so change tomorrow...

We are Souls and grace can change it all...

 

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